time to move & cookie parties

it's been so long since i blogged i had some personal issues to deal with but i'm back well gotta move again due to some fire codes that were broken by the landlord so they have to tear the whole apartment up so i end up having to move but i only have 60 days....... ugh , well today was surfing the net and found a neat party to do for christmas and since i will be in a new place for christmas with more room i think i will do this it's a christmas cookie exchange the idea is to make cookies enough for six dozen or so cookies and enough copies of the cookie recipe for each person to take home the recipe and some cookies so you have lots of christmas cookie ideas that you can make for the holidays thought it was a neat idea here is the site i found the article on

http://familyfun.go.com/recipes/special/feature/famf127cookie/

by the way anyone here watch 18 and kids and counting on tlc ??? the duggar mom is expecting her 19th kid what is up with that not sure how she gives attention to them all or remember all there names. she must do it somehow i guess it's the american dream or something....LOL just a thought

thinking about babies and blog changes

lately i have been thinking about having a baby with my husband but i worry about being able to take care of the child i have , raising her properley and mosyt of all i worry about carying the baby and going through birth i guess these are worries most women go through before even conciving or after conciving but i did read an exclent book its called conception, pregency and birth by miriam stopppard it is very informitive and has lots of pictures and is easy to understand now i have never read what to expect when expecting but i did flip through it and own a very old copy i picked up at my local value village but i find it very hard to read not enough pictures and to technical. i have always dreamed of having a baby i have been colecting baby clothes since i got married 2 1/2 years ago i think we are ready for a baby and we have planned it out to start trying next year i just hope i can concive.i talked to my family physcian and he does not belive there is a problem ( i thought i might not be able to concive due to already being overweigh) so talking to the doctor made me feel better he just sudjests me loosing some of the weight wich i am doing as i bowl with special olymics every week so it is all good to go wish me luck. well i have moved some things around here and i now created a sidebar for all the blog candies so if you are looking for them they are to your left just scroll down and look for them i also added a great game on the bottom poke the penguin its lots of fun.